i was studying just now but suddenly... i heard bising2 kt com fuzz... huhuh she was talking to someone used to be a very close friend of mine.huhu... but now we hardly talk or say anything... mmmmmm.. why aaa??? why like that?? bkn aje to this someone, there are few people who before this are like people who i 'click' so much.. but now, we just say 'hi' and nothing more than that.kalau ade berita or latest update about them, for sure i heard it from somebody else not from them. why???

another thing that i realize this evening is that... i sumtimes talk before i think but now... it becomes worse because i tak sedar and bile pikir2 blk.. br tersedar and mcm "ting!!! ehh org tuu terase ker td??" i was afraid to ask them about it and ... .......silent.........
maybe that's why i always ..... mmmm.. do i need to continue... sendiri terasa? diri yg terlalu cepat merasa? or itu adelah kenyataan?...

too many assumptions made...
too many hearts i hurt...
too many apologies to make...
too many things to said...
but but
nothing came up...
nothing
nothing
only silent...
and
another heart hurt...
because of me...

well i guess.. today... i want to say SORRY... to everybody yg i pernah sakitkn hati diorg, sengaja or not sengaja. buat diorg terasa, being a tut-tut-tut... sorry... i'm really really sorry... really sorry...

p/s:this post is especially dedicated to all my 3 best friends, my lovely 'familia', and everybody yg knal me... sorry again...

+ msapple @ 5:41 PM